AIMING FOR AURORA DECEMBER ADDICTION LYRICS

 
Recently I'm thinking (while I'm busy sinking)
I'd take anybody's shoes. What's left to abuse?
Nicotine and drinking.
I don't think I will be drifting too far from this whole.
There's no beauty anymore.

Look out without a thought of last week.
Get up! Cause what is down can't help me.

(CHORUS)
Give me a chance
Find me a way
I'll take plan b anyday
December like rain (take it straight to the veins)
I've got the suicide and it's on the brain!
I know its romance of a gorgeous display
Come what will or come what may
It's been a rough day, I don't mean to be curt (whatever)
Give me the medicine just don't let it hurt

Tell me softly friend, all of the things you do intend on burning in your fire
Oh, you know how I admire your flawless self esteem and your good intentions
All deserving of my most sincere congratulations
You can break me like you own me, I wont complain
But if you ever want to catch me just know I can explain.

You only love me cause you're hurting sober
We're better red than dead.

You let me down so easy I don't think you planned it
only in a fantasy would I have dreamed that I could stand it
but I love your smooth way of pretending that you didn't betray me
I've got a lot of problems (ones my shrink could attest to)
But I've also found my subtle way of coping
and I thank you for another great day
I'll just pretend I found a way to survive

You only love me cause you're hurting sober
you only love me cause you want to get closer
you only love me cause you think you're right
I don't ever want to see you again.