HAMASAKI AYUMI A SONG FOR XX LYRICS

 
doushite naite iru no?
doushite mayotteru no?
doushite tachi tomaru no?
nee oshiete
itsukara otona ni naru
itsumade kodomo de ii no?
doko kara hashitte kite
nee doko made hashiru no?

Why are you crying?
Why can't you decide?
Why do you give up?
please tell me
When do i become an adult
How long can i stay as a child
where did i run from
and where would i run toward

ibasho ga nakatta mitsukara nakatta
mirai ni ha kitai dekiru no ka wakarazu ni

i couldn't find my place. i couldn't find it
i didn't know if i can hope for future

itsumo tsuyoi ko da ne tte iware tsuzuketeta
nakanai de erai ne tte homeraretari shite ita yo
sonna kotoba hitotsu mo nozonde nakatta
dakara wakaranai furi o shite ita

i've been told that i'm strong
i don't cry and they are proud of me. they gave me accolades
i didn't wish for any of these words
that's why i pretend that i didn't understand

doushite waratteru no?
doushite soba ni iru no?
doushite hanareteku no?
nee oshiete
itsukara tsuyoku natta
itsukara yowasa kanjita
itsumade matte ireba
wakari aeru hi ga kuru

why are you laughing?
why do you stay with me?
why do you leave me?
please tell me
when did i become strong?
when did i notice my weakness?
how long do i have to wait
to get to know each other?

mou hi ga noboru ne sorosoro ikanakya
itsumade mo onaji tokoro ni ha irarenai

the sun has risen already i have to go soon
i can't stay in the same place for too long

hito o shinjiru koto tte itsuka uragirare
hanetsukerareru koto to onaji to omotte ita yo
ano koro sonna chikara doko ni mo nakatta
kitto ironna koto shiri sugiteta

trusting someone will only let me down
and i'll be the one who is hurt
that day, i couldn't do anything
maybe, i knew too much about it

itsumo tsuyoi ko da ne tte iware tsuzuketeta
nakanai de erai ne tte homeraretari shite ita yo
sonna fuu ni mawari ga ieba iu hodo ni
warau koto sae kutsuu ni natteta

i've been told that i'm strong
i don't cry and they are proud of me. they gave me accolades
the more everyone around me talked in that way
even things that made me smile became painful

hitori kiri de umarete hitori kiri de ikite iku
kitto sonna mainichi ga atari mae to omotteta

i thought i was born alone and i would live by myself
i thought that kind of life is normal until i met you